Such is MY luck

yeps I have the true luck of the irish I think. Totally not sure what to do now. Everything just kinna fell apart. I want to be supportive those I love. I also wanna scream bloody murder too. Wish I had even the slightest clue right now. Family fell apart. and NO had nothing do with me at all I was just a bystander in it all. Now I have no idea what name to have to not have to sit wait to look again. I feel so utterly lost and confused.