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i work work work no fun blah blah blah and when try have fun seems like its never meant to be .. what is up with this? seriously though

Such is MY luck

yeps I have the true luck of the irish I think. Totally not sure what to do now. Everything just kinna fell apart. I want to be supportive those I love. I also wanna scream bloody murder too. Wish I had even the slightest clue right now. Family fell apart. and NO had nothing do with me at all I was just a bystander in it all. Now I have no idea what name to have to not have to sit wait to look again. I feel so utterly lost and confused.

confusion..

so here's the deal yes am up for adoption BUT i'm totally being retentive picky on it. I found one family i do adore. i mean like totally adore most in it and close to them already. as always theres a downside though. although isn't same people the family named itself was in the huge "get rid of nisaa" plot sighs. I am not sure how i feel right now.

do i take a chance cos the wanting adopt has always been close friends and always took up for me even against own family when happened or do i just stay clear in logical fear on this one?

lalalallaa..

ever just have a blah day or well few days? i know im supposed to be making new stuff and well i did make the saved psd layer for few outfits i just lost the mojo go back and finish uploading and piecing together. ehs...

Been down at maws too yah I know sorta waste cos like really some these parents need sent back to the hoe factory.

so like yah I've never really kept a diary or anything but guess could be usefull yanno we will see. just forgive rants and ravings as thats all they are current thoughts and like most things they pass away in moments.