confusion..

so here's the deal yes am up for adoption BUT i'm totally being retentive picky on it. I found one family i do adore. i mean like totally adore most in it and close to them already. as always theres a downside though. although isn't same people the family named itself was in the huge "get rid of nisaa" plot sighs. I am not sure how i feel right now.

do i take a chance cos the wanting adopt has always been close friends and always took up for me even against own family when happened or do i just stay clear in logical fear on this one?